Girls, Gods, Gaze, and Glitch

Tracing marian apparitions, the search for truth, and vessels/repetition/routine across catholicism & computers // looking over gods, girls, gaze, glitch // the rosary / body / mary as feminist infrastructure // the line between divinity & delusion // girl-saints & the dream — after being & holding gods & presenting everywhere (opacities, visibilities, the dream of disappearing), could I materialize only as an apparition?

The Rosary itself originated from a delusion. Is the reward for my devotion this delusion, or all this disappearing?

Touching two computers (& my pedal) & reading & sounding & opening/closing hundreds of windows ... embodying & filling the browser; thinking of how to perform and perhaps become hypertext, too.

I'm interested in 'apparition' as glitch: a feminist tactic of reaching believers at the peripheries. I'm interested in 'apparition' as disappearance: the diminishing and silencing of feminist beliefs. I'm interested in the girl body as a network technology, her performance and smoothness and virginity.

After all, women were the first computers.